• i havent been on here for a long time, i havent rly had any news to share, life has been well life. things have been good and bad but i havent really felt like filling ppl in. the anniversary of Dan's death was on the 15th and i wasnt in a good place, so that day was shit, i thought about going to visit him, to tell him that i was still here and that i would never forget him. emotionally i think im going ok, physically is another story. A lump has been forming in my eye and it just appeared suddenly, i had no idea what it was up until today, i was hoping beyond hope that it wasnt that word, the one thing that every says is the end. i told ppl about the lump but i never said anything about it possibly being cancer. i hate that word, i rly do, i only told my bffl that it was happening i know ppl will think wtf im not ur best friend but its not like that, she's the one person ive shared everything with, absolutely everything, she knows me better than anyone, and im so thankful that i have her in my life, i dont know where i wuld be without her. i know the results but im not ready 2 tell anyone.....

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