i've created a way to make up my mind
when my mind knows no way but its own
and it's harder than dying and it's kinder than lying
and it's better than being alone,
i just remember my biggest mistakes
and the ache that was born from those places
and picture myself in the context of love
and then measure the in-between spaces.
it is no stupid thing to give ourselves up
to the childlike trust in each other
it is pure, it is real, to fall like ripe fruit
like the baby who's torn from his mother
so i've created a way to make up my mind
and i'll justify falling apart
there's no harm in resilience, its impractical brilliance
we are learning to lighten the heart.
the most perfect people have the heaviest feet
and their feet are stained bitter with grass
for if we keep safe the soft parts that can die
and look only for structures that last
the chest will split, the ribs will crack,
the worms will greet our bones
we'll decay in the silence of insincere violence
and the fear that there's no one to own
we'll stagger our sighs on willow tree thighs
and the fear it's a sandcastle home
it's all cleaner than dying, and smarter than lying
and better than loving alone.
lighten the heart.
- June 24, 2010
- cait4815
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