• Its finally over and it feels so great highschool four years of my life magically transfigured into a piece of paper all these people who have hurt me,loved me,left me i am moving somewhere past them i took e with ashley for the after grad and it was amazing we danced all night, sweating and smiling while the rest of our grade circled around and just watched when you know you're never going to see these people again its like really? who gives a fuck i made a complete idiot of myself and it was one of the best nights of my life i think i need to do that more often it didnt really hit me until just now, but it makes so much sense why i've held back from transforming in that school, i felt so suffocated by the perceptions its like i wasnt a real person anymore no matter how nice i was, nobody listened no matter how normally i dressed, nobody comented i was always the whore, the weird girl, the bitch labels like that from the kids who you basically grew up with over ride anything you might think you are for tonight, i no longer feel that expectation i feel new, and brave, and even special i know everybody graduates and its not really a big deal, but for me that was never the milestone the end of this year has always meant leaving starting over rebuilding somewhere new where no one knows my name the power to shape yourself into anything you want is incredible without them, i can be a "nice person" i can be a "good friend" new labels, with the letters all in cursive this time i have learned my lessons this time i will not fuck it up starting tomorow, complete transition i will switch sleep schedules i will go to the gym every morning i will eat healthy i will be friendly to everyone its so rare in life we get a chance like this to reinvent and i am fully aware of this moment insead of wishing, i am doing making my world brighter coloring my life with something amazing

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