• The past few days were...exhausting. I felt like a bum, not even able to afford a piece of oxygen. In other words, i felt like a lazy ass. I woke up at around 6 AM the on Saturday, and just lied on my bed for 3 hours, just staring at he the ceiling. I finally get out of bed at around 10ish, Just to go and serve myself some cereal. After my little breakfast, i go back into my room, and just think for another 2 hours. After all of my thinking, I start getting mad, not necessarily mad like crazy, just mad as in grumpy. I spent the entire day in my room, growing grumpy, and gloomy. I isolated myself from everything around me that usually kept me busy. Music, writing, scripting, none of that mattered. I began to feel that, i had no feeling for anything anymore. It was now 8pm, and it was time for dinner. It seemed to have went well. After it all, I went to isolate myself again, yet this time, it had a different outcome. My brother came into the room, and asked where a game of his went to. Angrily, grumpy as i was, I told him to leave. He kept insisting, asking where it went. I then yelled at him to leave immediately. He did. My change in thought has affected everyone around, me and ones I care for. With that in my mind, I started overthinking again, and doubting myself again. Sadness had finally won that night, and I fell as its victim.

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