• Dear Kathlynn, This letter is to inform you of your appointment with Dr. HungryFord on Tuesday, May 11, 2010 at 11:15AM. Please bring.... This is a useless reminder to remind you are under eighteen. If you are unable to keep this appointment please call (a number to the office) to reschedule (but not to call it all off.) Sincerely, Someone you don't know. How could someone even send that in a sincere manner? I know I am just being picky, fickle, and sad right now, but truly? Must they always put this mask of friendliness on? As if the gentle smile, the kind eyes, and the perfectly placed box of Kleenex wasn't enough. I am feeling so very hopeless and low now, I have all day long. Taking the night time pills let me sleep, but they make me painfully aware in the daytime. Too much awareness is too much thoughtfulness, and it is a disease that rots my pink jelly like brain to a moldy green. I only wish to fall into the bed of someone who is sweet and not to be touched or talked to, just to feel them next to me, knowing they are breathing, and so I am. I want to sleep to dream of places where lovers have wings and my mind is a little less obscene. This is just a low spot, and I will somehow be helped out of it soon, I hope. Perhaps this medicine will help, and I will feel okay about things. I am going to keep going to therapy, and if I don't like it I will stop eating them. I have been making a lot of wonderful ceramic pieces lately. I drag myself up those four stairs and start molding clay with my small hands, and these things, these lovely things are made, and I just look at them with a sense of confusion. I try mostly to stop thinking, and somehow I get lost and in that loss I make wonderful pieces. This was an arbitrary entry. I wasted your time just now, and you can't have back, because I want all I can get. Good night and Good luck. Quote of the Day: ~"Poetry is what gets lost in translation."~ --Robert Frost

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