day of yester (bad day)

oh man, yesterday was horrible. Alright, so i went to school walking like any other day, and went to first period. It was ok, i changed for gym and everything felt ok. When I got into the gym and sat on the bleachers, this girl was talking to some dude. She must have noticed that i was there, and started talking really loud about a subject i'm pretty sensitive about. She said that there was some other dude in a girl i loved's life. She pretty much kept talking and talking that it was inevitable for me to not listen. It was so loud. She kept referring to "some guy" which was me, and that she should hurry up and "get the hell over with him". I got so pissed, then really REALLY sad. During the past few weeks, we actually have been growing distant, and he does pretty much spend every moment with her. I thought of all the possibilities about her, excluding me, and almost cried right then and there in the gym. I felt useless. I mean, the 2 DO seem to spend alot of time together, and he DOES consider her like a "sister", but, she did say a while back that they wouldn't ever go out. Things can change, i know that. yet, i still want to feel happy for her.. I want to. She deserves a dude like him, she does.. I actually feel like crying right now as i type this but, i hope, i just hope...

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