i haven't seen orion's belt in a while. then again, i haven't really looked. i don't deserve my friends. i wish i could give my opportunities to some kid with the potential to be a revolutionary. i'm just a lost cause. i don't want to be anywhere anymore. i sleep less and less everyday. i don't eat regularly. i'm losing my thought process again. i got a shade better and then a lot worse. i'm waking up places and pretending that i was there all along. this isn't fight club. this is club hell.
it's better this way. if people don't care about you, you can get away with anything. i'm so calloused at the heart, but i still somehow felt that. i've crawled home from worse than this, but my palms are starting to break on the pavement. i need to calm down. i need to take things less seriously. this won't mean a thing come tomorrow,
and that's exactly how i'll make it feel.
lost: infinite/ found: 0
- April 15, 2010
- RosesAtSunset
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