yo i think i'm losing it.
i space out all the time. and i have these scenes of random violence flash through my head.
like it's fucking fucked man.
i just get lost in these scenes of gore and destruction.
it's the weather. and it's bringing back all this shit.
but it's showing some beauty too.
i really really feel pretty. i do. and i'm not trying to be cocky i'm just saying.
i'm happy.
yeah i'm also pathetic.
i feel like a crazy person because i'm still not over him.
fuck meeeee. haha i'm retata.
it's not true. you can't get over someone by getting under someone else. no matter how fucking good they are.
but yeah all i see is violence. i can't sit still, i gotta fuck shit up.
like no, i really NEED to.
you can swallow a pint of blood before you get sick.
