my skin, my skull, my breath, my bones
everything just feels so dull and lifeless
who am i who am i
a person, or an image
there, but not really
a pair of eyes staring
books, movies, media
florals are so in this year
lady gaga is just the greatest
i am i am i am
not even worthy of claiming a self
not even worthy of claiming aspiration
just inspiration, inhalation
all different kinds of smoke
all different kinds of crowds, apartments, places no one ever saw me be
i go out, but its not enough
i always have to come back home
always have to face my own just absolute obsoleteness
i am not doing great things, i am not doing terrible things
i am just doing no things at all, which is why i am invisible
i have left places i thought i was a part of only to realize i made no imprint at all
easily forgetten, forgettable, regrettable
i play wioth words like toys, cheap and plastic, if it almost rhymes, makes sense in time, i string my thoughts together
i am so unmotivated i don't even care
not about this journal that used to be my life
not about my friends, my songs, my movies
only about matt;matt matt matt because he asked to save me and i said yes
savior
the rest of my life into one word
i will never have to try or live or love or feel
because i am now just an attatchment of somebody else
i feel you in my heart before i even knew you
- April 06, 2010
- serenity23
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