• I got four checks in the mail today. That was awesome. Thank You, God. He remembered me yesterday, too. It was da bomb. I'll be 22 on Sunday. Mom said it's good luck. I hope so, but I really just want to make it on my own out here. I hope to get my AT&T check before June. Dan and Danny want to take me out for my birthday. Looks like I'm not going to Vegas this weekend after all. I emailed Sparkle about my situation, I think I did a good job there. Maybe I'll to tomorrow night, probably not though. I'm shooting the kitchen scene next weekend, maybe I'll have a good addition for my three-piece demo reel. I'd like to just add the actors slate on AA and do media hosting on LA. Tomorrow morning I need to bring in my application, turn it in, and set up an appointment time for my interview, and hopefully get approved for at least $100 a month of free food. I also need to go to Auto Zone and get a new light bulb, and get some gas. I need to call my payment protection place tomorrow about having my minimum payment covered for April, and contact Charter about my cable situation. I'd like to only have to pay for DSL, cell phone, utilities, the two credit cards, and car payments. In June of 2011, I'll only have to pay for DSL, cell phone, one credit card, and cheaper utilities. I had a really long nap today, surrounded by free pizza and too many donuts. At least I'm back to drinking good water and wearing my retainers again. My laser procedure is on Tuesday morning, the 6th. I pray that that makes a nice difference and that I don't get any new breakouts. I pray for my family and friends, all my loved ones, and thank You for all that I have--my health and wellness, desire to learn and grow, my opportunities and dreams, my co-workers and friends, my reps and connections, my career materials, my apartment, community, car, and possessions, my love interests, my passions, my experiences, my laughter and hope, my youth and wisdom. I pray for a nice day, holiday and weekend. I pray for positive experiences when family and friends visit, in April, May, and hopefully again in the summer. I pray for my hair, skin, tan, nails, teeth, and figure. I pray for my health, wellness, security, preparedness, and happiness. I pray for my love interests and the sadness I have in not taking my opportunity further. God, I pray for that situation and that I may take the best steps in knowing where to go from here. I want to remain happy with him but I hate wondering "what if." The year is already 1/4 over, and so far I've accomplished doing more background work, auditioning and booking a music video that never got shot, auditioned for dancing again, shot a dancing video, booked a paid hair shoot, had the crew over, went out a few times with them, met new people, got new ideas for my website and portfolio, and established paid work over there. I want to shoot as the maid, bikini(s), pool table, roses, petals, lollipop, fruits, handcuffs, go-go girl, and hip-hop gangster. I'd love to buy more stuff, but for now I have to utilize what I have in the shoot.

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