• I just put new dye in my hair pinkpurpleblue it is one in the morning and im not even tired thank you five hour energy shot i like being awake now, when the house feels so empty a false sense of home aloneness writing in this moment is comfortable i can gather up enough things to say, if I don't try so hard if i just let words flow and flow until i run out of motivation, maybe i can type out the things i need to say It was so nice today, a real start of spring as i was driving in my car, way too fast, it felt just like summer just like sitting out on the beach, carefree simple, complacent on the edge of happy i say it everday but i can't stop thinking about leaving so so close to finally getting to raise myself i don't think i like these everday sessions these words, well, they feel forced not like they used to, when i needed to be here now this journal, this website, feels so worn out i don't want to say i'm above this, but there's something that doesn't fit i feel like i lost my spark i don't know what i mean, im sorry ill try again when the timing feels more right

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