fucking fuck this shit.
sometimes all i can even bare to think about is how fucking small this place is.
my world is so contained.
and it makes it so difficult to move on and forget and rebuild.
i literally cannot forget a single thing here. because everyone is everywhere.
i need a bigger fucking fish bowl.
hahahahaha this place is such a fucking shit show.
shit show. shit show. shit show.
let it be known i swear without malice. these are just the words that best describe my frustration.
best convey the way my fists shake from being held at my sides. so i don't bash their fucking heads in. don't hit these fragile walls...
effffff.
