There are days that go by that I seem okay with your idea of loving someone else. Those days are full of false conceptions of reality and things that I surely don't mean. Your face burns in my mind when I see a photo of you and know that you don't feel the same any longer. It's hard for me to understand. I want you more than anything and I will show you the world. And baby, the world is beautiful. I'm sure you will see it either way, but you really are an addiction. I don't have any emotions anymore and it bothers me why I can't care for school or sports or even family stuff. Numbness surrounds me but you're not to blame for that, there's plenty of reasons. I've lost it. Control, I mean. I've never been an adrenaline junkie but you gave me what I need and want. It's so crazy hun. "We live and we die." I plan to enjoy the time I have on this Earth, this indefinite amount of time. I will make the world go our direction and the sun seem brighter than ever. Darling, you will always be my true love and whatever you decide will seem right. No ultimatums. Just huge decisions, right?
My Beautiful Girl,
- February 25, 2010
- nattmonstaaa
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