...screaming put your hands in the sky, he says, give it up boy
give it up or you're gonna die.
you'll get a bullet in the back of the neck, in the back of the neck
right between the eyes.
one of my favorite memories:
it was fucking cold as hell, and it was snowing. soft and grey and the snow muted everything. there was no sound.
i was in the parking lot. it was just getting plowed and the man in the plow was staring me down.
staring me down as i chain smoked and he drove by. but it looked so fucking pretty.
watching the smoke in the soft and grey and silent.
i flicked my last cig, walked towards the store. stopped just as a family was walking by.
and i threw up in front of their little girl.
laughed and walked away.
you should've seen the looks on their faces.
one of my favorite memories:
it was fucking cold as hell, and it was snowing. soft and grey and the snow muted everything. there was no sound.
i was in the parking lot. it was just getting plowed and the man in the plow was staring me down.
staring me down as i chain smoked and he drove by. but it looked so fucking pretty.
watching the smoke in the soft and grey and silent.
i flicked my last cig, walked towards the store. stopped just as a family was walking by.
and i threw up in front of their little girl.
laughed and walked away.
you should've seen the looks on their faces.