• Ruben asked me the strangest thing this morning. "Would you go out with Raul?" What? I don't know where this is coming from, if he's just messing with me. But Raul's a friend. And now it's a little awkward because I know. Maybe I don't know anything because Ruben might've made it up. Andrea made cake for our class today. It was what represented her. I'm thinking: Selfless, sweet, delicious. It was so good! And the napkins were delish. Andrea has edge. lol. I had a test in English -100- and a test in math class. I got like 2 questions wrong because I forgot the vertex form and I forgot imaginary numbers. Obviously, I did not study. I spent my lunchtime with Kevin. He was being stupid, though. I hate his walk-around ways and ridiculous tasks. So I drifted on to Andrea and her friends. Then Leah and Jackie came and we laughed about a lot of things. Hilarious. I told them about the time my mom made me a sandwhich and I said to her, "Mom! You make the best sandwhiches! On Crooked Palm St." and we laughed. All for different reasons. Then I went to PE and Leah + Vicky to science. We started off with a video. :& When I went to drink water, Marvin and I had this converstation. him: I'm sorry. me: for what? him: I looked up. me: *looks up* him: no, I mean when you were.. me: *Uhm face* I knew what he meant from the beginning. How pathetic. He thinks he's actually gonna get girls like that. Ha. Then we had 'Activity of Choice', aka boxball. Wrong timing. I'd always tell William how good I am at boxball. Which I am. I'm pretty good. And he was passing by today just while I got out. Which adds on to this conceited mist I have all over me. And I don't want it. I don't want him to feel that. I don't want to be one of those {soi-disant} in his eyes. Whatever. O and that weird Ashley girl kept on watching our game. Weirdo. She was just staring with her watered down red lipstick and heavy eyeliner. Annoys me how hard she tries. No one cares how blunt you are or how mysterious your british fucking accent is. I don't know this girl but. I showed my Shirin Neshat sketchbook page and he liked it for 2 minutes. I did it with acrylic. But I couldn't help myself from adding some water! And so I did and I was back to this. I also worked on my lemons yesterday, and I did this amazing Precipitation in my Bedroom with Vis-a-Vis markers. It looks great! I love it. I thought I was the only person on Earth who would like it as much as I did, but Evan liked it too. Evan and I are as close as ever and we talk about cool stuff. Charles gave us free time and most kids chit-chatted their way out of it but Evan and I went ahead & worked on our stuff. And I like that, because we're uprising. lol. and, in conclusion. I was reading Dear Zoe, this morning. Which I lost and better find it because, since 7th grade, no one lost it. And I've got to keep that tradition going. But, anyway, it says, "Nothing really changes everything." what? Everything changes everything. If my mom had decided to go partying instead of studying the night before her test, she would've failed it. And maybe her mom wouldn't have let her work during the summer. And she wouldn't have met my dad. I wouldn't havebeen born and I wouldn't go to the school I go to. Someone would've taken my spot. Juan wouldn't have drawn me, saving 1 page in his sketchbook. Meaning that he didn't have to go out and buy a new one as soon. He wouldn't have bumped into his 2nd grade teacher. His teacher got there five minutes earlier than if he Juan would've been there. Causing his teacher to be at the wrong place atthe wrong time and involving himself in the carcrash that killed him. There. Everything changes everything: Proven. It amazes me how everything I do changes the world entirely. Every more key I press now determines my future. I'm talking nonsense now.

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