• Its been onefuckinglong day. Nightmares. Early lesson. Late lesson. Shock revelation by friend. Heat. Crappy junk for tea. i am wrecked, I cannot even begin to comprehend the idea of homework. And, im feeling justcrap. Im worried, about formal, about telling mum and dad I wanna take J. I unno, and if I do, then iv gotta go through some stupid thing with school, you gotta fill in some form or summat. Is not as bad as wesminster, if ya wanna go with someone of the same sex, then you have to have counseling from your head of house, the concillor and the principle and they all tell you not to take them. I don’t think its as bad here, but, dad had this massive talk to me the other day, about being careful, and not flaunting our relationship, I don’t care about that, but that’s probably what they’d see it as. And, part of me, a small part, kinda wants to do the whole take a guy thing. Im just not sure. I know though, if I go with J ill have the most amazing time, but I think, if I tell the rentals, and theyr really against it, I don’t think ill fight them, I just cannot fucking be bothered, I suppose, If they don’t let me take her to formal, then I could argue to see her more. I unno, I JUST DON’T KNOW, Everyone, all my friends, my whole year is cool with it. And, thinking back, to Js party, at Christmas, it was sogreat, and honestly, we look fucking great together, Just, Im not sure. Im too tired, I want j. just to have, to hold, to kiss, to cuddle, just to be here.

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