• everything is too too loud the fucking spanish speaker in the background my little sister's god damn homework assignment i was doing just fine untile everybody came home i swear to god, i was okay just streaming weeds and a million other movies because that incredible digital world was right at my fingertips but now that illusiion of peace is shattered it is my job to set the table rebecca needs the only good computer we have in this fucking house to do her stupid homeowrk i'm so sick of being home i'm so tired of being so breakable words,words, they all mean nothing they're just little sounds somebody else thought of i am not a writer, a creator i am only dust in a fucking costume being propped up and made to walk around and smile i'm so done feeling sorry for myself i'm so done pretending to be a REAL ACTUAL PERSON i stayed in all day again, even after i promised jesus christ i'm pathetic it's only what i deserve for everything good to be happening somewhere else

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