• So I just hung up the phone from a fight with Carolina. The first one we've had in our two-year-long friendship. She wanted to go to some talent show they were having at her school. Then, last minute, she asked if I could drop us off. So I got suspicious. Well, you don't invite someone somewhere and then ask them if they can take you two there. It's just not right. It did seem strange to me that she really wanted me to go. I mean, realllly. So I interrogated her 'til I squeezed it out of her and there it was: I was her one and only ride and she needed me. So I ended it with, "Oh, really, that's great. I'm going to the mall." Haha, yeah, that's bad. jk. But, really. I've been finding myself being mearner and meaner. Getting annoyed for the tiniest things. I don't like a lot of people at school. I mean, a lot. Ariana, Alicia, Sarah, Marielle, Danzell, Marvin, Derron, Bradley, Akielah, Ashley, Jackie the Junior, Andres at Boxball, Jackie from Math -the one that sits next to me-, France or Whatever, Gizelle, Daria, Ampy, Olivia, Natalie, Elizabeth, that skank girl with frozen hair, more. They are either mean, stupid, or not funny. I mean not funny as in they try to be but they're not (Daria, Akeilah, Jackie, Denzell, more). Stupid, they act a way they're not or are clueless and try to be cute. (Sarah, Olivia, Marielle, Akeilah, Alicia, Derron). Or when they think they're really smart and are really not (Andres, Gizelle, Ashley, Ampy). Or when they're flirty and they end up making a fool of themselves (France, Marvin, Danzell, Bradley). And mean, they have an attitude. (Natalie, Jackie the Junior, Ashley, Ariana, Elizabeth). And two special notes: Ashley and skank girl with frozen hair. They try way too hard. I don't even know why I'm giving them so much importance. They just took my time. I don't know why this is. In the beginning of the year, it wasn't this way and I try to get along with everyone. Last year I tried to get along with anyone. Now, I don't care. And, if I don't like you, you'll figure it out. I know this is going to come back and haunt me. Whatever. Also, my mom is being unfair. She told me that we could go to the mall, so I called Carolina and cancelled. But then my mom got tired and suddenly didn't want to go to the mall. This coincidentially happened after my mom talked to dad and he told her he was on his way. Mom wanted to see if we could all do something together. Which contradicts her "tired" state. "If you were dead or still alive, I don't care & all the things you left behind, I don't care, I don't care." By the way, this has nothing to do with what I'm talking about. It's just the song I'm listening to, I like. I got mad because I cancelled to go to the mall and now she cancelled me. I know what you're thinking. But it's dfferent because Carolina was using me and that was a big part of it too. So, I'm home typing this on my Friday night. I feel like myself. I hope you understand for me. Today was also the Dance Mania at school. All the juniors danced around and things like that. It was a big thing, everyone dressed up and everything. I didn't watch it because I was in Almeroth's and he's serious about his stuff. Ha.

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