• I claim to be non-superstitious. but. there's but one thing which I'll tell you about. Whenever I say to myself, "I dont want to be that". I always become that. No kidding. I can't really think of any examples, because its mainly long term things. Like money, or body image. In all reason, I know its not true. But I think why it happens, is it's a self-fulfilling prophecy. Like because I subconsciously believe it will happen. I also subconsciously go and achieve that. It's wierd I know. But it's annoying. This also gets back to me fantasizing too much. Because when I think of the way something will go, like a date, or a job interview whatever. It never goes that way. No matter how realistic my day-dream is, it never goes that way. Which is why I slap myself sometimes when I start to day-dream. Because whatever happens in my head immediately cancels out the exact same thing that would happen in reality. so much for rationality, I'm as crazy as my younger Christian self. but really, what can I do. Just ignore any impulse to dream? that would suck. my happiest moments in life have been in my fucking dreams! reality blows...

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