• I want to spew all of my thoughts onto this screen. My deepest secrets, everything. If only people didnt read it. But isnt that the point? Meeting Dot didnt go well, but it wasnt unpleasant. Just indifferent. I think it was mutual non-attraction. I was happy to pursue something more, just because I felt like I wasnt really myself tonight, but oh well. I wish I was more out-going, spontaneous perhaps. No problem, there was nothing there anyway. I did learn some more things about myself however, I dont mind silence, infact I prefer it. Its not awkward for me. and more importantly... I still have feelings for Kelsey -_- This is not good, this is terrible. Theres nothing I can do either, she may be the perfect girl, but its way too contentious to even consider it. Theyre not big feelings though, not like they used to be. Nonetheless, theyre still there. And its painful. Im staying at hers on Tuesday... Not sure if I can. I feel like drowning myself in a bottle of Scotch. Maybe a cigar as well. A big thick one. Vanilla. Maybe I'll just run away to Canada. Dallas Green and I can have a jam. Stephan Molyneux and I can talk about Anarcho-Capitalism. One day... I watched this random thing on ABC this afternoon about some dance artist called Deepface who made it big in Australia. I want to do that... Or with Vice November, but I'm actually scared, of performing and the like. Its really intimidating. Oh and Jamie and Jimmy are now Anarcho-Capitalists. Well Jamie definitely is, Jimmy still has a few issues, but mainly out of fear and ignorance. I feel good though, the fact that I can convince Tim, Jamie and Jimmy of my position, it makes me feel slightly intelligent! I'm going through old songs, ahhhh the nostalgia! Peace the Fuck Out

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