internalise things, the way i cope, is to talk, to yell, to let it bleed out,
i cant lock it up in my head,
i guess its why this thing has been so good for me.
anyway
its HOT here, so sleep is hard to come by, and i was having one of thos usual being chased dreams,
and i woke up, after not enough sleep,
to a txt from lian that said 'goodbye lulu'
so, i freaked,
as i do in these situations, my imagination runs away, i txt him back, 'replyyy! please baby' or summat like that, and lay there crying, mumbling forget,forgetforget
and then, figuring i couldnt sleep, and not knowing what to do i called jay:
me not internalisng things,
and we talked,and the conversation only went for sixteen minutes,
but in that time, i went from being a crying mess, to calm, calm enough, not to cut, and to be able to write this logically
and so lian,please text me, i need to know for sure, otherwise i WILL be worrying all day, and whats going on in my mind will be horrible
i dont.
- January 08, 2010
- donotresuscitate
- 1 Comment
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