• I just finished watching an amazing movie. It's the best film I have experienced in my short life. I haven't watched that many movies, so it being the best one doesn't really make it impressive. It doesn't cut it. This. Was. Amazing. We were going to watch Babel -another one I really like- but we were getting it started and saw the trailer for this one and it took my breath away. It gave me the rollercoaster feeling. So we watched this one instead 'cause I just so happened to own it. Carolyn and Camila came over to keep me company 'cause I was kinda bleu cheese. I gave Camila her scarf. And I gave her the Victoria's Secret perfume set. It was $40 when I looked on the tag but that's okay because friends are priceless. I wanted to give them the world for being there with me. When they left, my world started falling apart all over again. That happens sometimes when I get home and no one's home or when I make friends out of inanimate objects by placing eyes&mouth stickers on them or when people leave and the house feels lonely and it brings me back to reality that I'm lonely. The feeling was a little hidden away because William and I were together. But he broke up with me today. So, it's back. Why? Why does this shit happen? Why the hell do I even need people so I'm not depressed? William's birthday is tomorrow and my mom said I could go have sushi with them and I was happy and I wondered if he would like his gift. I guess I'm going to have to end up liking his gift. I think I will. Maybe I'm the one who had to use it and everything does happen for a reason like Carolyn says. Maybe this will make my creativity go into hiking trips and inspire me like nothing else ever has. Very few movies have been so beautiful as the last one I just saw. He's the same director as the one from Run Lola Run. He's a lot like Guillermo's style. I abosulut love it! If you don't remember and want to, watch it over. I'm not going to explain here because it won't be enough. I'm going to give one of my sushi erasers to Raymond. Because he's such a good person. It's actually my last and my second worst one. I was planning on giving him one of the best ones -caviar- but I lost my other one and was in an emergency so I had to use it. I don't feel funny. Sorry.

• No Comments

Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.

Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!