the bay, the l word, fifteen, photographing for work and pain

  • reading this you probably ask after such an incredible day why pain is in that subject heading. well here goes my little thoughts. pain is not getting paid enough because of my age. a biological stamp shouldn't change the fact I'm an exceptional in demand photographer. I'm not stuck up, it's a fact. I'm wanted at the australian open to photograph the entire event BUT because of my birth stamp I can't get accreditation. so basically, the ***** are using me so they don't have to pay for photos. it just really pisses me off. pain is also having to do hundreds of tiny, stupid tournaments and events just to help pay the bills. what. the. fuck. shouldn't my parents be doing that??? just feels like I'm being used by everyone. pain is trying to organise a day at the bay with two of the most important people in my life and not having the guy who will make it all happen reply to my txts or messages, if he isn't there the third wheel will definitely happen and I don't want that. pain is having an incredible day, giving away most of my l word discs for her. it doesn't pain me giving them away coz I know that she'll be watching that instead of missing me and hopefully that takes her pain away. I hope I'm not being too prosumptious. pleaaase god, set her down in my arms. I have never missed anyone so much in my life, even pa's death, sure I missed him but he passed away. death and I understand each other, it's just another journey... he's with his lost ones from the war. he's fine, peaceful. I was happy he didn't have to live with the nightmares or cancer anymore. but this, this is different. I don't know how to explain myself but I just miss her so fucking much. I miss stroking the parts of her body I knew were the most sensitive, causing a burst from her and pulling her back into me. softly biting all over her body, lingering on her incredible breasts. I hate being away from you, L.
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  • fucking hell. dfgedlfewerjfgu< stupidd authorities ><
    thats not fairr,
    hey: can you pleasseee put up that photo i took of you,


    as for bay,, can i commee??? i may be off to victor for the day, but id REALLY like to see you (:


    oomgg, randomly: SHANEEE O: O: soo HOT
    yeah im loving the L word, but i misss youuU so muchh,
    i want you herre, lingering on my breasts, last night, they were actually like "wheree is jayy???"
    justtss scdhfewewl;ihq4regit4 gir;
    I NEED YOU.

    donotresuscitateon January 07, 2010   Link

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