• It always starts so well doesn’t it? Such potential, with gus, pat && woody But, they bail, of course Im not allowed to, I have to stay with the little kids. I just get so annoyed at my parents. Theyre so overprotective, it doesn’t even cross their minds that I might drink, that I might enjoy fucking myself up. Whatever. I have no hopes for the holidays now. Im always surprised at the amount of depression among the people I know, it seems everyone, except for a couple of my friends are affected, EVERYONE. Depressed, or just fucked upp. Why am I in pain? Im pretty sure it’s a physical manifestation of emotional pain. Yeah big words, I unno, im so tired, even if I sleep, that im in pain, Im not eating, so I get so hungry that im in pain, Really, the only option now is to say fuckit and get munted, then everything goes away Oh,luke. I shouldn’t a started talking to him. He wants me to fuckhim. To fulfill his childhood crush on me. im not getting the logic there? You? Anyway, its bearable, im not getting involved, though Id like to get laid, I probs catch something off him, I don’t trust where he’s been.

• No Comments

Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.

Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!