• Yah, I have a low one. It is Thanksgiving and I thought I might dress up a little bit. i was trying all these clothes, but nothing seemed right. I feel huge, like I am 400 pounds. So I got upset and then took them all off and got back into my jeans and tshirt. I feel better in them. I feel more beautiful in them. Alex only sees me in my jeans and tshirts so he enforces the casual beauty. His dance is on December 11th, and I am going there. It's a formal dance so I have a dress for it, but he has never seen me in a dress like that. After the dance I think we are going out to dinner with some of his friends and if that is really what we do, I think I will probably bring my jeans and a tshirt to change into in the car. I'll throw it by him. I haven't gotten my period yet, it a little late. I think it's because of stress though. I am hoping not to get it til Wednesday next week simply because I have my first GYN appointment on Tuesday and I am getting the pill. Well anyways, Mike is being really annoying. I want to kick him. I have to go. I walk, I crawl, losing everything from a downfall.

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