• Awkwardddd. This is literally the most awkward convo I have had in a while. I am speechless. AWKWARD. Yes Kellie, this is a post dedicated to you and your bus stop house. Anyways, I really have nothing to write about. Last night was fun. I had fun. I made a new friend! I saw the 4th kind, and it was fucking awesome. I am fucking terrified to go to sleep now. But it is an awesome feeling. Alex is in Florida until tomorrow night. So I can't really talk to him for a while, which blows. I am in a pretty decent mood, but I am a little depressed I guess you could say. I am just not myself. I actually got this one text today, that really made me upset. It said "I mean when I didn't tell you about talking to him about having sex, you got mad at me. and when I do tell you something, you insult me." The thing is, it hurt to hear that because I didn't mean to, but most of all it hurt because I now know that the only reason she told me was because she didn't want me getting mad at her. She when I read that, I started crying. It makes me feel bad, like I am a disappointment to my friends. But there isn't anything I can do now. All I can do is get upset and cry, because I honestly feel like nobody cares. I think about things way too much. I think about my friends, my family, Alex and I, his family, and most of all, school and college. I can't wait to leave this place. I can't wait to leave. I watched you change.

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