What exactly is the cure, in the male mind, for PTSD? (Let's delve into the rabbit hole and go far enough to even say "RTS", though the words, even the acronym, make me slightly nauseous.)
Waking up to what is essentially a controlled, simulated attack?
It doesn't matter that it wasn't meant in that manner. It was still enough to begin yet another flashback, another panic attack, another string of ruined days filled with nothing but memories.
Were you surprised that I hid when you pulled out that fucking piece of latex and asked, as if it were just a simple courtesy, if I indeed "wanted to"? Were you surprised when I didn't jump on the chance? Were you surprised I just shook my head, couldn't look at you, couldn't let you see me?
Thank you for a day of chainsmoking and shots of old vodka.
I'm so angry and upset I can't see straight.
I want to disappear.
i'm sinking can't you see?
- November 08, 2009
- accidental messiah
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