• i am inadequate i am fail i am hopeless i dont get it i am disgusting i am scarred i am fucked i am angry i am weak i cant do this, how do the noraml people do it? how can they? they can analyse movies, they can laugh, they arent desperate, they arent left with a bad taste in their mouth and a knife through their hearts at the slightest rebuke, they dont cut themselvesm they learn to get along with their parents, they dont fall in love with guys they never see or girls they could never touch, they remember their shoes when they run away, their daydreams arent abour suicde, hospitals or shiny blades, they dont starve and binge, they dont have booze for brekky, they have some sorta confidence, they dont wake in the morning and see black, they can control themselves, they can accept a compliment, they know what to do, id give anything to be them for just one day. _________________________________________________________ no matter what good is said about me i can never beleieve it. but. i can ALWAYS justify the hate i have for myself __________________________________________________________ why is there never normality? i am either completly crazy and outta control or crying and wanting to die. 3 days ago, i was like a zombie. yestday i was so so so angry. today i cant stop the tears. is somesort of peace to much to ask? __________________________________________________________ i want out, not death necessarily, just to stop, i want oblivion, i want something else, i want out of my head. i wish i could write it all away. but i cant.

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