• saturday 15th august 09 havent written in a while. saw the ugly truth on tuesday, really enjoyed it :). i applied for a job in argos and handed my cv into o'carrolls. i really need a job! dyed pierces hair yesterday. he came down at 9 in the morning. so did cummings and he stayed til like 1am :). tasha gave me her white nps today. it's her 18th tomorrow so we went to sheas and had a drink. cummings ended up being sick so he and i left early. we reckon it was food poisoning from his chinese last night. he told me tonight that he thinks im so nice and amazing and hes really glad hes with me. i think im really starting to fall for him... thursday 20th august 09 went for a pre-results drink last night in michaels house with jess and hackett. had an absolutely brilliant night. had to get up early this mornin to go get my AS results. got 2c's and a b :) soo happy. i thought i failed everything! friday 21st august 09 went to cummings' house today. munched out and watched loads of tv. we had a really nice chat. he told me that hes falling for me and we spoke about saying "those 3 words" and he said it wont be long until hes ready to say it to me and told me that when im ready, i should just say it to him. it made me feel a lot more comfortable and connected with him. he was bein really cute. he said "know what i cant wait to do someday? wake up next to you" :) he also told me that he'd do anything for me :) saturday 22nd august 09 went to town today. cummings bought a pizza, chicken curry with rice, 2 3litre bottles of lemonade all for 4 quid in iceland! we came up to my house and munched out and watched x factor. cummings and eva got on very well, playing and laughing. eva's never been like that with any of my boyfriends. tonight was a big night. was the first time we said "i love you". im really, really, unbelievably happy :) monday 24th august 09 had a good day today. spent the evening with cummings. i really love him. and i really miss him already! and im not gonna see him tomorrow. i need to ring school tomorrow morning to make sure i got back in. jess told me today that cameron asked her out this morning. im so happy for her :) tuesday 25th august 09 didnt do very much today. missed cummings loads :(. jess told me that shes gonna break up with cameron even though they only started goin out yesterday. its because they were talkin and they couldnt come up with a day that they were both free cus of jess's work and cameron's training, bless her. i found a rowing machine in the argos catalogue for 50 quid so thats pretty good. im gonna buy that with my ema bonus and i know ill actually use it cus im payin for it with my own money. ive also decided that im goin to definitely get my provisional licence and driving lessons for my birthday and im gonna get a new tv for my room for xmas. friday 28th august 09 had my first day back to school today. so boring. we just had to pick our a2s and apply to ucas. went into town with michael and got school shoes then went to michaels and had kfc and just had a quiet night in. i got quite the compliments about my blowjob expertise ;) i missed him as soon as i left his house. this is love :) tuesday 1st september 09 had to go to school today to get my timetable and i didnt even bloody get it. rage. michael came up after tech and we just sat in mine for a bit. i really worry that hes gonna get bored with me. its been 2 months today. he said to me that theyve been amazing and theres loads more to come :) saturday 5th september 09 went into town today and managed to get an application form for the disney store. i then went to michaels house. had a brilliant night. hes comin to my formal now instead of pierce. i really dont like leaving michael :( i just wanna be with him all the time :( i really love him wednesday 9th sept 09 had to get my first cervical cancer injection today. at the time it wasnt as bad as i thought itd be. went to michaels house after and he and i fell asleep in his bed. when i woke up i couldnt feel my arm and now its really heavy and i still cant feel it. its really sore :( i dunno how im gonna sleep. derren brown predicted tonights lottery numbers and got them all right! he is one good magician. theres a show on on friday night which shows you how he did it. ill have to watch it friday 11th sept 09 jess bought her formal dress today. its so nice. cost her £175. i found one in debenhams for £115 but i didnt have money for it today so im gonna get it tomorrow. its beautiful. instore rang me. i have a job interview tomorrow. saturday 12th sept 09 had my job interview. the guy was so dead on. my induction is tomorrow. bought my formal dress today. i love it :) stayin in jess's tonight. we made dani's birthday cake. took us 3 hours and it still looks like shit lol sunday 13th sept 09 induction went well. steven frizzell from primary school was there for his too and i made friends with the other girl, aislinn. she knows tasha and leigh from school. when i got back from jess's my mum went through my bag and stole my £40 that was in it. the whole nights been terrible. she started drinking and slabberin and she scrabbed me and now theres a big slice along my neck. i hate her. i really want her to leave. i cant stand being in the same house as her. michael told me that i could take things to his house and stay with him for a while but i dont wanna leave my dad. monday 13th sept 09 school was so shit today. it dragged in. went into town to see if i could open a bank account without having photographic id and they told me that i just needed my birth certificate and my dads passport. now the issue is finding my birth certificate! charlie rang me earlier saying that a little birdie told him that michaels been cheatin on me. which i know is bullshit cus i spend all my time with him and am textin him 24/7. he rang sp to ask if he knew anythin but he reckons hes just bein a dick cus charlie rang sp slabberin. michael told me today that he thinks im perfect for him and he wants to marry me eventually :) wednesday 16th sept 09 work tomorrow. bit nervous. i dont have a bank account. i hope i can put my wages into my das account. adele and dani had a fight and i found out that francesca hasnt been in school cus she has a blood clot in her brain... saturday 19th sept 09 i had work today. 9-30. by the time i got out my feet were killing me and my lower back was so sore. im wrkin wed-fri 5-9.30 and sat 10-6.30. i was meanta go to annettes for karls bday then stay in michaels but i told michael that i was too tired so he and i came up to mine for a bit instead. luckily i didnt agree to stay in michaels cuz mark rang me askin me to work tomorrow 12.30-6.30. i was ragin but i couldnt really say no like... monday 28th sept 09 ive barely been able to write here cus ive been so busy wth school and work that i hardly get any time to myself. i got my new glasses today, pink leopard print. i love them :) theyre smaller than my other ones and suit me better :) i feel really bad cus when michael comes to my house now i always seem to fall asleep on him cus im exhausted from my busy schedule. he says he doesnt mind but hes got to! sunday 4th oct 09 i havent been doin very much now that im workin. i just sat in last night and watched a few movies with michael. the formal tickets are being sold this week :) thursday 8th oct 09 went to lenadoon today. was really good, surprisingly. got invited to crickys 18th tomorrow, really lookin forward to it :) wednesday 14th oct 09 broke up with michael today. we both agreed to it. and we're both on really good terms and like best friends. i think im gonna bring paddy to the formal now lol. oisin asked me to take him haha. im gona miss michael, even though i wanted it to end he told me he cried too. saturday 17th oct 09 been texted michael every day. i like how im still close to him, but i feel bad cus hes been drinkin every night since we broke up. gona see him in lenadoon on monday tho. i have a job interview for birthdays on thursday :D

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