• I am going to try this new thing, called introspection. I am going to write down everything that comes to mind within a certain amount of time. This will help me if I am stressed out or upset because it will release my inner most feelings, even surpressed feelings. The first will be right now. To the song: Into Your Arms- The Maine and Apologize- Silverstein Sometimes I feel like you love me. Sometimes I don’t. I know you love me, you say it every day. There are three men in my life, who mean absolutely everything to me. I want them to be around foreer, and hopefully they will. I love them all but with him, he asks me to do things that I really should not be doing. I shouldn’t be the only reason keeping you out of jail. I shouldn’t be the only one around to help you. I should be the person you turn to for help, but only for help. He is so important to me. Building a relationship with him is a top priority now that he’s going to be around again. I am going to college the summer after next and I will not be around, I will be gone. Oh and He, he is amazing. He is my everything. My world. He is everything that has ever meant anything to me. I don’t want him to ever leave, not ever. The only thing that I can’t stand is when we argue. Every day. I try not to. With school it is even more difficult to control my anger. I know things would be so much easier if he were just around. I wouldn’t be so tempted. I wouldn’t do the things I do. I wouldn’t fight as much as I do. I feel depressed. I am carrying the weight of the earth and the moon on my shoulders, and it’s taking its toll on me. My family life is going down, even more than I hoped for. My relationship with family is going down. My friends are thankfully going up. My best friends will always be there for me. Always. As I am for the. Let me run with you tonight, I’ll take you on a moonlight ride.

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