i've been trying and trying to axcess this site, it's been a year since i've been on.
i've been looking over all of these entries and it's very interesting to see how i've progressed and changed. it's strange, actually, to be reading my thoughts from last year. when your an adoscelent you change SO astronomically from year to year. i think that that rapid formation of your brain is the cause of mine and others "insne" feelings. though i'm sure not everyone has those feelings.
to finish whatever of a story that was, me and christian aren't together... we had a terrible drawn out ending to what i hadn't realized was a complete mistake of a relationship. i'm not over it, last year i tramatized myself, and i let down everyone around me. the reasons why i was going crazy were because i was so isolated, so isolated, i diminished whatever good contact i had with anyone except christian. and it led to my breaking point. i don't know how i'll except this failure
haven't been on in a year
- October 04, 2009
- janguary
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