Currently playing: panic Switch by Silver Sun Pickups
originally written september 28 2008. happy anneversary. one day late (haha i couldnt find it to post yesterday)
they told me this would happen. but did i listen? no. im beginning to think that i should have. after all, they've only ever had my best interests in mind. too bad this time i followed my heart instead of my head. i want this so much it hurts. maybe next time ill listen. but chances are, i wont. because when you feel the way i do, when you know that you cant go on without someone, you never stop to think about whats good or bad or right or wrong. you just go along with the moment. i want to believe that i did the right thing. i want to trust him. but its so hard when all my life ive been stabbed in the back or kicked to the curb. i need him, more than anything. and just thinking about the possibility that he doesnt need me too kills me inside. all i ask for is the truth. and the truth is, for the first time in my life, i dont know what to do.
8:51, September 29, 2009
- September 30, 2009
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