was a good day. festival was kinda lame... like the actual thing itself. people made it fun though! "WHAT A DAY". fasho. MANNNNN wtf was jake doing? he was trying to hook people up? haha uhh i don't think it's gonna work out. so i told kathy the "story" i've been trying to tell her for the longest time. it's not really relevant to me anymore because it didn't feel like anything happened. things just got back to... normal? and it's basically the same. so i've given her the short version before, and everytime i try to elaborate, i can never finish. there's too much to say. but i'm not really in the mood to say it. not in a bad way though.
so yea. guess what? i didn't finish telling her.
i said hi to cat aka kitty yesterday. like a smile and my hand up. (like a slanted high-five) and he was like "hey". but i've been thinking... i don't think i wanna like him that way. haha this is all stupid stuff. but yea. i guess i was just "rushing" to like someone else. whatever though.
i think i like him again. all because of a dumb dream. but i haven't really seen him for like a week. soooooo... idk. i hope i don't go back to my old ways because i am really trying to change. but it's gonna be harder now that my feelings have come back. i know he doesn't know, but it's in my knowledge so i'm gonna act weird. i bet you. GAHHHHHH why can't i just not like him? because my dumb feelings get in the way of me and him trying to become friends. then nothing is going to happen. WHYYYYYYYY??? ughhh
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