There are so many things i wish i could forget
the way you looked on concrete covered in puke and sweat
the sound of ambulences
the things he said as he left and i got fed up
the way i feel when i lay in bed alone at night
the depression soaks in and the thoughts never end
the way i know how i feel but can't ever say it right
the way i cant connect
with other besides you
how i alienate myself but believe its the way to stay true
the negative thoughts
the nonstop banter that bounces off my brain and keeps me awake
the good intentions followed by my bad habits
the way i worry ill never change
the ways you say i make you sick but then you tell me you love me and its okay
the confusion the pain the self pity and hatred the negativity the over excitabilty the ways i complain when i should only be greatful
the heredity
the environent
the privledge
the prevention
the hopes the dreams
and everything that holds me back
the ways in which i restrict myself
how i cant talk to you because i like you so much
the self sabotage
the selfishness.
for this i am sorry and wish i could forget
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