• I'm MOSTLY loving life right now. Thank You, God, for everything. My blessings, opportunities, gifts, skills, and Your healing power. My first commercial went great. Everything is a learning experience out here. I've 99% forgotten about "the guy" I "loved" for so long. The bar I work at is closing in (supposedly) October. I have more confidence in auditioning for the dancing job down the street. I got new head shots with a great photographer last week and will be going back for free hopefully this month! We've got some kick-ass ideas for my portfolio in the pool, on the pool table, etc.! I read my last post, and I'm happy to report that my hair is exactly where I want it to be, AND my skin is ALMOST there--just need to make an appointment with the dermatologist I met at the commercial shoot to do a chemical peel or two at her office in Beverly Hills. My health insurance might actually be good for something! It's awesome how when you start to make real progress, it gets EASIER to keep going, and more exciting. A year ago, I was pissed about hating my acne, flat hair, hand-me-downs, brittle nails and pale complexion. I wasn't good at doing my makeup, was wearing the wrong bras and had no idea how to curl my hair or put it up nicely. But now that's all behind me. I feel like I have four physical "battles" left to tackle before I'll be outta this world with the confidence, yo! I'm looking forward to working as a dancer and fit model with my new pix and reel, new sites, new place, new relationships and new me!

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