so its been abotu a year since ive written in this journal. a lot has changed ben and i broke up in january. i have a new bf. lets not use his name tho. itll be 3 months on thursday im writing in this journal cuz i cant get my other one to load which sucks. big time. im a junior in high school now. im somewhat happy. but mostly not. im so stuck right now. i need help but theres no one to turn to. they all say what i already know. they hate him. i cant go to them for help. they just make it worse.