• I am really upset. It was an alright day, but then it turned into crap. Mike got into a car accident on the highway. The car is totaled. My mom is constantly freaking out at me. I don’t know what to do. I was trying to tell Alex but he isn’t around to talk. She is yelling at me for all these things I have no control over. I can’t do anything right, not ever. I made Mac and Cheese for my brother and sister, two boxes. I get yelled at because my sister decides to eat something else after I have finished cooking it. So for my punishment I have to eat all that is left. One, I don’t like Mac and Cheese, and two; it makes me sick because I am allergic to dairy. My mom doesn’t care about that though. She doesn’t care that I am literally allergic to Mac and Cheese, she wants me to die. I walked over to talk to my Nana for the first time in a week and a half and I get screamed at for “missing” a phone call when the phone didn’t even ring! I don’t know what to do. I am emotional and I am just looking for help. I was so desperate that I asked Andrew what he was doing tonight, so that when my mom left for Vermont I had a shoulder to cry on. I don’t have a shoulder to cry on though, nobody cares enough about me to be there for me. And I'm contemplating suicide.

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