I'm at someone else's house in north carolina
so i feel kind of odd about typing my soul
into our cousins computer
i'm alone in the room, but there's no sense of privacy
not like you get in your own house with the door closed, where you can get lost in your own little world
i've been thinking alot about tattoos lately, which one i want when i turn 18
in a perfect world with perfect parents, i would get Watch the Sky right on my spine, where i know it would hurt like hell
but as i'm apparently going to have to hide it,i'll have to settle for a spot that won't show in a bikini
in the car ride to chapel hill today i realized i could get one on my wrist, right under all my bracelets
it could be my little secret, and it would still hurt like hell, which for some reason i think is important
probably just so i never forget that once upon a time it was worth that much if i ever start to hate it
i think the words "we can live like this" wrapping around like a bracelet would be perfect
i'm still not sure yet what exactly they mean for me, but it's a line from "holiday from real" and i bet i'll figure it out eventually
i'm sorry this was probably really boring and no one cares, but it's as deep as i felt okay with
i have alot about matt and real life for later
now that i promised, i'll be able to guilt myself into doing it as soon as i get home
good, i need that pressure
now i'm gonna do a survey thing cuz i haven't done one in a while
have a great day
-serenity :)
Would you change for the person you're in love with? if it was better and not just different, then yes
A lyric from the song you're listening to? this room feels small and only getting smaller
Have you done something bad today? if 2 in the morning counts as today then yea
What makes you happy most of the time? music
Do you have any siblings? a sister
What did you do last night? drink mojitos and watch american pie
Where’s your phone right now? by my side
What are you doing tomorrow? visiting a college and seeing matt:)
What are your plans for the weekend? well as it is the weekend, we're gonna go with see above
Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning? night
Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? haha yea
Are you ashamed of your past? slightly
Are you wearing a necklace? yes it's a peace sign
Think back to March, were you in a relationship? in march i would have said kind of, but now it's a definite NO
Do you know anyone who drinks a lot? yup
How is your life lately? amazing it's summer and somebody loves me
Could you go out in public, looking like you do now? just did
Is your hair naturally curly or straight? wavy.
Whens the last time you laughed REALLY hard? can't remember. probably recently. i like laughing
Do any of your friends have children? nooo
How many people have feelings for you? 2 that i know of
Have you ever been cheated on? not really
Are you hard to please? nope
Are your friends just like you? some of them
What are you craving right now? a bathroom but i'm busy damnit!
Do you know anyone that smokes? me
How are you feeling right now? fine
Are you missing anyone/something? matt
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? yes
Do you love the last person you called? yes.
Could you date someone taller than you? definitely
Next time you will kiss someone? probably tomorow
Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet? haha definitely
Did you hold hands with anyone today? nope
Do you wear glasses? nope.
Are you afraid to answer sexual questions? nope.
Are you a couple with the last person you kissed on the lips? yea
we've got so much to lose, hold me down
- August 16, 2009
- serenity23
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