So, I have lost my best friend. She has completely abandoned me. All i fucking do is tell her I'm gonna have sex, and she hasn't talked to me since. I'm sorry that I'm growing up, I'm sorry that I'm in love, I'm sorry that you can't just accept him. He's changed my whole world, he made me laugh again, and you, my best friend, can't just fucking accept that. I love him soo much, and I know he loves me. You say you don't want this for me, so do you want me to be unhapy? Is that what I'm getting at? You know what? I miss you, even though you treated me like shit when I told you. You fucking called me a "whore" to my face, and I still miss you. That's how much I love you, and you don't even care. You told me you didn't care about my life anymore, so if I were to throw myself off a bridge, you wouldn't care? I'm so confused with you right now, I mean, we were BEST friends. Nothing could tear us apart, then I meet this guy and you say you approve of him and that he's nice. Then you totally change your opinion and say that he's a douche bag, and that he's gonna break my heart. Well, he's not. I know what I'm doing, if I didn't want to do this I wouldn't. I'm in love and this is what I deserve from him, I don't deserve you telling me that I'm a whore. So Fuck. You.