• all those words i've kept hidden for over a year are flying through cyberspace on their way to matt's email i didn't know what to say, so i left the message blank leave it open to interpretation let him be the judge of just how crazy i am camp was meh so i'm glad to be home too much gymnastics=too many tears i am so overly sensitive when i let myself down especially when they're watching,i just come undone i hate not being good enough i hate being so afraid as i have no gym, i am now officially done wrap it in a pretty brown bag with everything else i used to love i always walk away when i start to care too much it's so much easier than not giving in matt and i talk every night, but we're running out of things to say how many times can the words i miss you still sting? how close can you get to a voice on the telephone? i swear i still love him, but i want to let go i can't keep drifting closer when there's so many miles i refuse to give up my own life just to save part of yours maybe someday, when there's no parents or high school, but right now i have to learn to be alone my eyes are closing cuz it's already morning i need some sleep so i can get through tomorow goodnite

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