• 6th august//earlyhours 7th august Tonight was ok. I ran away to my spot on the hill and talked to jonty for ages. Which gave momentary relief from reality.its so beautiful up there, the lights of the city, that the grass is kindof all bent and crushed to fit me now. Iv never cut when iv been there, and I don’t think I evr could. It would wreck it. Its too special. Till I got home and got into trouble for being home half an hour late, fair enough though. But now, tentu saja, I cant sleep and shits starting to run through my head. N im talking 2 sally.. bout cutting, tentu saja and I don’t want to, but I will soon, cozshe is. Ergghhhhh. Im gonna digress for a bit. Fucking barney. Apparently he hates me atm. I dunno what iv done. Apparently iv been sayin shit bout him or summat. Which is fcukign hilarious seeing as he goes on bout how im an attentionseeking whore, then goes and wanks to the photos of me that congedi sent him. And hes the one who goes around showing the to people. Fuck him.mayb hes just jealous coz he knows a pic of me is all hes gonna get??? But hes got so many pixx of other girls on his phone. I don’t get what his problem is? dOes he expect me to fuck him evrytime I beg him for a bit of lunch? What-fucking-ever. Its raining now. Im glad im home. Time for sleep. And jonty, when you read this, congrats if you make it too the bitter end. :D

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