• so, i'm in an extremely pissy mood. what is wrong with me? What the hell made me like this? I want to punch someone in the face about a hundred times until they will not stop bleeding. I want to throw something so far, i'll never see it again. fuck this. fuck everything. fuck the letter n for it won't type that good on this fucking laptop. fuck the world for I will never get what I truly want. at least not for another four years. fuck that. fuck if i ever pass my nursing test. fuck food for it smells god awful and i don't even want to deal with it because of my fat, pudgy disgusting, infected belly. fuck hunger, for i am so hungry but won't get off my lazy fat ass to get milk for the cereal i want. fuck mike because he can never make up his mind. fuckinggg talk to me or don't motherfucker. ignore me for zero reason. go fuck yourself. could i go a year without cursing? fuck no. never. obviously. my neck hurts. my back hurts. my feet hurt. my arms hurt. everything just fucking hurts. fuck people who read this because they judge me and either think i am lame or completely truly honest. honesty is all i have and all i have to give, so it's what you get on here. CAN YOU HEAR ME YET? 'CAUSE I'M SCREAMING. JUST SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS. fuck, man. what am i suppose to do? i took some sleep aid, but it didn't work so i can't even sleep this off, i just get to deal with it. deal with what? why do i think about the past so much and let it affect me? i moved away for a fresh, indepedent start, not to just keep thinking about marquette. fuck.

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