i like you. a lot. i really do. more so than i liked him i think. im falling in love. im not going to deny it but sometimes when we're together or talking on the phone i feel like im baby sitting a five year old. not a fourteen year old. and its frustrating. after u left last night i was so warn out from just "baby sitting" you that when i tried to go to sleep, i couldnt. i kept thinking "i need to talk to you. i have to tell you this. i dont want this to be the kind of relationship where we dont talk abotu things...like him. i just hope youre not mad at me for saying it. i want us to make it. i want us to last.