• 2nd august Fuck my mind, basically. As usual its running at a million miles an hour, random ideas popping up, memories that are best forgotten, resurface. Occasionally a brilliant thought comes too, but they are quickly forgotten. This morning I went to Seth’s christening. To be baptized as a teenager or an adult must be the most unco thing ever. It looks it. But the service was great, it all fitted and there was that feeling of really belonging. And feeling perfect. For that hour, singing. Then my brain started fucking up, mainly along the lines of, you’ve eaten too much, go and make yourself throw up, you;ll have time today. And you had sex with Danny, what ya gonna do now?? I didn’t make myself sick, mum came home. And as for danny, ill figure that out when I see him next, hopefully. You know, some things in life are perfect then they just die? Like yesterday before work, we had to get up early to come back from Victor. Lucas played footy at Jone’s Pantry. So I had hot chips for brekkie, visited the swings at Apex and spent most my time sitting on a fence, blessed out listening to music and occasionally watching the footy. Iv found this song. Called under pressure. Its by the herd. And WOW its incredible. I cant explain. But youknow how theres some songs that when you hear them your view of the world changes just a lil? I should stop writing, now im just procrastinating this massive bio assignment to do. Eh, later. mm. Friday. We went ta victor. I slept on the way down. Then woke up, and was told we were gonna the pub for dinner. I hate that place. The food is shit and it makes me wanna drink, but I cant coz im with rents n im underage. Anyway, I fought with parents, tentu saja. I was trying to get away to see c danny. But it wasn’t working. He rang me while we were shopping and I ended up just walking out on family to go and meet him. Hehehe. It was so movielike. His cars not working, so we met half way. I was walking to meet him, but I didn’t know where I was goin, so id ring him n say is this the right way and hed be like no, go this way. And just kept on walking and he wasn’t where he said he’d be. so I rang him and was like where are YOU??? Hes just like keep walking baby im almost here. And then I get this txt, ‘I c u’ and he was there. And we were standing there, hooking up on the side of the road, underneath the streetlight. We went back to his, following the train line along the beach. But he couldn’t find his place. So wandered somemore. Yeah then we found it. And later, I had sex with him. Then he walked me home. It was fucking surreal, I half expected someone to just jump out and yell “and cut! That’s a wrap” but they never did.

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