so hes home. =\. im happy and a little aggrivated about it at the same time. i still dont completely trust him. but trust has to be earned right? anyways. i feel like im losing myself. i kinda like the new person im becoming but at the same time i dont. its weird. but i cant wait to get away. i woke up this morning and i guess my mom made a new friend. for the thousandth time i got to hear how much she hated me and my father. its wonderful. it really is. (not)