Today was just a giant shot to my self esteem. Haha. I went to the mall with a bunch of my friends, who are all way pretty, and me...not really. Haha. My best friend especially is, and my other friends who don't know her as well seemed like they were sucking up to her or something. I have no idea why. They didn't even pay attention to anything I said most of the time. But whatever. I'm getting used to it :| But I like how my friend, the pretty one, doesn't even act like most attractive girls do. She has a great personality and great looks and damn I just envy her (: Haha.
But I'm gaining a lot of confidence, I guess. In my appearance and things I do, and the decisions I make. I hope this next year is a great one, and I'm going to try to make it great. I won't be shy and reserved around people I don't know anymore, and I'll work harder at making more friends. Since I said this summer was going to be great and it ended up quite horribly, I have to make my tenth grade year great (:
I guess that's all I have to write.
Goodbyeee :D!
stay gold, ponyboy.
- July 31, 2009
- charismatictongues
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