• I started on the Pill today. No more horrific tummy cramps for meee, hopefully! And no more condoms, which is a mega bonus. I'm filling my Dad's unused mp3 player with Robert Plant, Beach Boys, Bob Marley, etc to give to my Aunt. She's in a hospice now. Her kids, my cousins, stayed over last night. I hope I was fun for them to be with - they need all the distractions they can get at the moment. When they left this morning, Fede almost cried. I could just see it in his face that he didn't want to have to go back to their house, without their mother and with only an incredibly stressed father for company. Francesca and Michelle are coming to Thorpe Park with Dad and I tomorrow, though... Hopefully that'll be fun. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to be such a jerk, I'm in such a strange mood. I wish I was with you now, so I could apologise to your face, and stop you crying. Because I've been so stupid tonight. I really am sorry, I just get a bit tired of being the bad guy all the time. Please don't stop talking to me about your problems, or at all. I can't even say how thankful I am that you haven't finished with me after how I acted. I'm nothing without you. I hope you can forgive me eventually. I love you so much, I miss your laugh, your smile, your body against mine, your smell, your blue-brown eyes, holding your hand. Night."

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