• ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck them. Stupid stupid stupid people. If you didn’t want kids, if u thought youd get so bitter and twisted, you should used a fucking condom. She is so fucking bitter, I can hear her fucking verbal diareahhoa. I don’t understand, if she wants out so much, why doesn’t she fucking do something. Although, I suppose there I cant talk. The walls in this house are too thin. I can hear everything. Not that they ever have sex, but I can hear them talking, bitching until late, late at night. So its Sunday nignt. Another weekend wasted. Friday night, at home, Saturday, could have gone to germany’s, maybe hooked up with ell. But iwasnt allowed. Now im never gonna c germanny again, he goes back on Tuesday. CUNTS. Today was ok. I watched many a episode of scrubs, I started watching bra boys, got a cool(well horrible, brown n orange stripe) armchair off the side of the road, n went bowling for stephs birthday. It was ok but they got pissedat me, then th world in general, n they take it out on me. Just coz I NEED to see ppl or I cant cope. I better go see this fucking guy soon. I cant go out this fri, coz were goin down ta victor. Which means I cld see danny, but I don’t know how id get out, and hes sick, I don’t really wanna get sick. I unno. I want to tell them bout him. Im sick of sneaking around, having to lie. To pretend that I’m single, in case they find out. I wanna get smashed. As usual. Untitled, by yellowcard is a nice song, soothing, like that kiss the rain song, by yiruma. I don’t usually like instrumentals but theyr so nice, calm the savage beast.lol Dad, he calls me lolol. Evrytime he does I break a little inside, because I know that hes not a entrly bad person. He just got stuck with some bitch. Some day, a while ago, I had a massive fight with mum, and he came in to my room to turn out the light, on his way out he just turned and said I love you. It killed me. They never say that. I mean, the other day I went to just put my arm around mum and she fucking pushed me away. Though lucas can sit there cryin and she’ll hug him. I can crying my fucking heart out and they do nothing except try and psyco-analyse me. Haha I went to buy blades yesterday. They were all rusted, the ones that the cheap shops :s that kinda put me off. I didn’t get any, I ran outta money anyway.i need new ones though. I haven’t been cutting as much. Ellie thinks im getting better. It feels so amazing to have someone whos willing to help, who knows your not the evil person youre portrayed as. That you can get better and that you actually FUCKING TRY to make it happen.

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