Questions,worries,anxieties
of one who "so badly" wants
to win the affections of another:
Am here,ALWAYS,4 u..
but am i enough?
When there are so many others,
do you see me?
I fear when i leave,
you'll forget me;
yet in a crowd,am too
insignificant.
And when i hurt you,
in an attempt to cover up
all these feelings,
will you forgive me?
Do i want you to forget
how "mean" i can be?
Sometimes not,
if it keeps you away
from me.
Then my mind
is "safe" for a bit.
It's bitter-sweet:
when you're there,
when you're not,
I'll be cheery,
I'll be sad..
I remind self,
"am not waiting.
am not hoping".
But the heart tells
a whole other story.
The trick,i think,
is to realise that
with or without you
i haven't lost.
about you in my head
- July 27, 2009
- purplie
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