its hard enuff trying to stay sane when im around her, but getting homework done adn good grades WHILE trying to save myself is a whole other story. its hard to focus when all u hear is yelling. and ur the one being yelled at. to either do sumthing or for sumthing u did. but u wudnt understand. u left. u left us. u moved to her. granted i like her. but dont u dare say that i have to quit my job in september because of a fucking 79 in chemistry for fourth term grade. a 79 is pretty damn fucking good. so shut ur god damned mouth. u dont know shit. if u make me quit, then go ahead and pay for my phone, my clothes, my gas money, and for everything else that i normally buy myself. go ahead. thats about 300$ a month that u want to go and take away from me so if u take it away ur giving it to me out of ur own pocket. im not going without an income, especially when im going to be driving. OH YEAH and i guess u didnt realize i have to pay for half of college right? when u left, u got the responsibility of paying for half, but mom has to pay for the other half, and she cant afford that, so whatever she cant pay, i get the joy of paying. and how the hell do u expect me to pay for that when i dont have a job? maybe my grades wud be better if i wasnt constantly getting kicked out or yelled at for some unknown reason. but moving in with u isnt an option. ur never home. ur never there. ur only here when its convinient for u. but ur forgetting that u have two daughters. so suck it up. be a man. and let us live OUR life to the best of OUR abilities. not by the way u wished u had lived urs. thats not fair to us. im never going to get straight A's. and i get that. but u know what? i also dont fail classes or get detention like u used too. im a good kid. im basically a woman now. so accept it and let me start making my own choices with out having to run them thru u first. u dont understand me. u dont understand anything. so just leave me the hell alone and forget about me. i dont care anymore. im done caring. when i care too much, bad things happen. so i dont care. just leave me alone. let me live my life my way.